i dont know how to describe how i feel.
my entire life keeps flashing though my head as if my brains trying to remind itself something, like i am dying slowely, suffering something worse than that apparent white flash as your heading towards heaven.
i am so scared of leaving this house, but then again living here in this fucked up situation and enviroment is turning everyone insane, especially me.
so sick of imagining and wanting more than what i have had for so long.
i live in a fucking wonderland, wondering where im going, what im doing and never doing what i wonder. imagining a life that in no way resembles mine but then waking up to the same fucking thing. every fucking day, every fucking year.
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