overwhelmed.

so, by the end of next week i must decide the followings of my academic future for 2010/11, which also entails the decision of campus and where i am going to be living.

something that has been wondering through my head for a while and it's finally time to take the plunge.

decisions, decisions.

i suppose it would be a wise idea to go the old "pro's and con's" resolution.

Pro's of living in sydney
-Better facilities for graphic design students.
-Alot more job opportunities, during but mostly when i finish advanced diploma.
-I just love sydney in general, when you arn't kicking me out/banning me from your clubs.
-Hopefully the gaining of financial independence by not living with my family.
-Not living in such a fucked up situation at home, being tossed around with divorce/finance/solicitation issues.
-Not having to be defined to one matchbox room to show my individuality/room design.
-Not having to wear socks all the time when im in the house to hide my tattoo's.

Con's of living in sydney and out of home
-I won't have someone to rely on cleaning up after me so much, haha.
-Chances are that i'll always be asking my parents for money anyway.
-Im scared that because my mum is taking so much from my dad including custody of my little brother and taking the dog, that he will be lonely without me.

I'm just way too worried, about next year. So many changes are happening, my bestfriends are moving, my parents are splitting and selling the house, i'll be moving out, i'll be turning eighteen.

It's just all too daunting.