Tuesday, July 7, 2009

anyone but me,

briefly going over my posts, after feeling a certain insecurity everytime i post the link to my blog on myspace, thinking over who is online and may or may not be reading.

i'm ready for a change, so sick of all this hatrid i harbour.

time to build some new walls to what defines myself;
and tear down some old ones.

today is the start of-
*new healthier diet, due to the fact i have put on alot of weight due to taking advantage of getting so many discounts and stolen vouchers from work.

*more focused look on work and assesments rather than all play.

*putting more money into my debit account towards my car, since i want something rather ~expensive~

*looking for a new job, as probably a secretary.

today is the finish of-
*frittering away my saved money for my car on alchohol, binge eating and most of all BUYING OTHER PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT and OTHER people's petrol money.

*sex with people that i am not in a close~semi~relationship with.

*traveling far places by myself, and also trying to get into clubs.

anyway i need to get ready for work now, will probably post more later, lurkers.
x

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