blerrr

i haven't felt remotely attractive for weeks, i dont want to see my reflection.

hmm so it was a pretty weekend starting thursday, freezing my tits off outside hot damn, for some stupid unknown reason bothering trying to get in, but now i give up. big fight with jorja on the way home fucking sucked, i was sitting there, shivering in newspapers peering across the city lights across hawkesbury river. i am like homing pigeon, wherever i go, i find my way home, i think that's why my parents dont worry about it so much anymore. friday was the 'undead' party in jesmond, i felt like a giant gronk, so i drunk until i believed otherwise, photo's prove otherwise. saturday working then squids, blerr, kinda sucked yeah.

i really want to move out into an appartment in town, alot.