Tuesday, May 26, 2009

everything you love, fucking dies.

in the last, three days or so, my moods have been in and out more than a whore's bottom half.

alot i feel has been happening as i ride this emotional rollercoaster they call mild bipolar. i've changed my mind alot on things, finally figured out some vital decisions, that only lead to more questions.

i felt overwhelmably happy, highly stimulated last night, until about 3am, like everything was just magnificant, my life was infact complete and i wanted to share my happiness. then the comedown, it may have been caused by sleep deprevation because afterwards i found myself dosed off within six minutes until i recieved an email.

i find im in that situation alot.


tonight i have broken free,
the lonely are alone again.

and i can't tell how i feel, because nothing seems real.

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