die faster,

I stood outside and I watched you, you fascinate me. Its your entire persona.
Unlike myself, you lead so much to the imagination. I've wanted to figure you out but I've got such a strong feeling, like a presence of someone telling me I shouldnt be there, I shouldn't be doing what I am.

I came inside and I watched you, I layed down and proceeded to squirm closer to you,
Waiting for a sign, show me something, anything. I stroked your wrists and thought you might like the way I feel you. You rolled me off you and fell asleep on the far side of the bed.
I layed down straight, in the dark for what felt like forever, I stared at the slowly collapsing ceiling and realised time has flied and I've learnt my lesson, I just wish I hasn't wasted it on you, I can't help but say I felt something.

I drove around the corner and sobbed to myself as I drove slowely down what felt like abandoned streets, I'm going home.

As I rolled down the highway, I turned the cold air hot and it was if I could feel your presence again, but in this giant town I am so alone.